Thinking...

2010-04-02T02:54:00.002+08:00

I AM GOING KUCHING FOR A YEAR. cos finally my mum agreed. Going off on the 10th april.

Very sorry to all my friends kay, esp Enwei, Jee yong and Eatsham. I noe i disappointed ur, but i really wan to go and i hope ur can support me pls. =( i promise to come back every 2month and stay for a week. Dun dun friend me cos of this la. =( sadded sia. To all my colleagues in aburiya, SORRY CANT HELP UR WHEN UR BUSY LE. But dun call me gugu or xian gu anymore pls. dots.

STUPID THIEN SEAN IF U STILL DUN CALL ME DEN NID WAIT 2MONTHS LE HOR WTH. haha jk not stupid la.

2010-03-24T12:33:00.002+08:00

YO PPL I AM BACK FROM KUCHING!!

This time i go alone is pretty different from the other occassions we go up. LOL. I am super tired this time. Imagine u have to wake up at 4am and u sleep at 12mn?? i cant fall asleep so easily during the 1st 2 weeks and i swear i nearly die of sleepiness. The last 2 weeks is sligghtly better. I can sleep at 11pm and wake up at 4am. thats is the total number of sleep i get for the whole day. i dun sleep during afternoon breaks. DEn i dunno why, my timetable is super tiring. at least for me. i think it is a totally miracle i survived this month. LOL. i bet is the 300 拜 everyday lol. AND I EAT ALOT. SHIT SIA. I NEVER MANAGE TO SLIM DOWN LA. SIAN. EVERYONE STOP RUBBING IN THANKS. I dunno why but i got super hungry before every meal. zzzz, so i kept eating. -.- (i really got try to slim down hor, but mission failed =.=)

my timetable i lazy upload here. zzz i nid to go upload stuff to forum liao. For those who wans cai lao shi and shi gong gong jiang jing in MP3 Format de sms me or send me a msg anywhere. thanks. =D

I GOING KUCHING FOR A YEAR. hopefully

2010-02-03T22:30:00.002+08:00

Fucking suay lately. seriously.

Tuesday want to meet Hwaleng jj and guo laoshi and one other teacher whom i dunno. LOLs Hwaleng jj wake me up with a call at 12 plus. OMG i swear if the caller wasnt her, i would have scolded the person seriously. LOL den went to bishan to meet them. Den a very awkward situation. I dunno wat to say there and they keep ask me to eat. LOL. den nvm finally decided to go kuching for 1 month before sch start. i think thats the best decision. YAY. HEHEHEHE Super happy. Den a stupid news come and totally crash the happiness.

My mum called me, "eheh where u now? Ah tai(my great grandma) passed away liao. " i totally got shocked and blurred. but i think its normal cos my ah tai is like 97 years old liao. Den in the end about 2 hours ltr, my mum called again, "EHEH big deal, is Ahma that died, not Ah tai." GONE CASE. the situation is make much worst and i faster rushed home. Den we rushed to Sin ming drive Blk 37. LOLS den all the smoke and all make my already very bad cough and sore throat worst. SHIT. sian

den today i wake at 6 o clock. GONE i got cold plus ore throat plus cough. i find it really hard to sleep, so i ate a panadol. LOLs when i wake up at 9, my eye totally swell. Den go see doc and take medicine den come home sleep. the more i sleep the more warm i felt. at 6 pm, i took my temperature and it is 38.9 degrees. Totally shocked. No one is at home. Make me feel worst at about 9 plus i really cant tahan and called my mum to come homee. Den she bring me see doc. Seriously lately damn suay. sian. i tihnk i most probably gonig kuching at the 18th of feb bahs. not sure. okok thats about itt, i got a splitting headache now

2010-02-02T12:00:00.001+08:00

NOW MY COUGH TURN TO SORE THROAT AFTER A 9 HOUR SLEEP. FUCK.

2010-02-01T19:17:00.000+08:00

I GOT COUGH. SHIT

dun ask me why cos i bet ur wont wan to hear the reason. lols

2010-01-26T01:05:00.001+08:00

why is the empty feeling back to me? i hope i wont start smoking again.

2010-01-25T19:51:00.002+08:00

i cant really remember wat happen this few days. Cos keep working and working only. LOL i can only vaguely remember i went to penin with gary and huijuan to pei them look at clothes. Den go watch movie with Shangyi they all.. LOLS normally my offday all cant rest de. that day went to eat with enwei they all at ABURIYA. LOLS broke sia. Den saturday is Tom last day so we after work go eat steamboat. we close shop until about 1 plus den we all go beach road eat steam boat. Den david send me and enwei home. reach home at abt 3 plus 4 den faster go sleep. DEn next morning wake up at 10 to go wanting house to have fa qi ke plus discussion. Den thats about it i think.

2010-01-18T01:10:00.002+08:00

Finally got the time and feel to update my blog.

Started work on thurs. in aburiya with enwei. LOL enwei totally scare me alot and i am scared that i will get lots of scolding and stuff. But luckily everything went well. I think the 2 difficulties i still have is that i have to remember the menu totally in japan, the spelling and stuffs. and sometimes i tend to mix up the speeling with naruto's character name. LOLS. for example, that day i was trying t o tell enwei about this beer that the customer ordered, instead of saying SAPORO, I SAID SASORI. WTF. totally gone case. AND cos enwei is such a "NICE" fren, he wan me to go learn and do outside one so that i can chiong with him next time. (for ur info, outside is damn chiong and NO aircon. GOSH) sabo.

Saturday is the real DIE one. I went to GXY lesson at da bei, and i gotta rush to ABURIYA. So i didnt had any dinner or any food. I only ate lunch at 12.30 that day. After i reach aburiya, (i am already late), i entered and see that all the tables are full already. I AM LIKE OMFG. Worst still, i cant find my apron, den i was so gan chiong that wan i punch my card i never realsied that day is 16 liao, nid to flip. FUCK. Den comes the busiest day i ever work. at about 8.30 i nearly faint of hunger. LOL. I can see the food but i cant eat it. I seriously cant take it but nid to tahan. untiul about 10 o clock not so busy le i stuff some rice down my stomach. ZZ SAVED. i nid to do something about sat already. gosh i cant go on like that.

Still waiting for reply for the cashier job, hope i can get it but i think i might die after i chiong finish this 2 months or something. LOLs. okok tmr got work. BYES

2010-01-12T12:53:00.002+08:00

OKOK O LEVEL RESULTS IS OUT!

i did much better den i expected. Hehe, was planning to apply for ITE before this already. LOLs. Sorry Aloy i gotta go to a poly and cant be in ITE with you. PAISEH.

I realised i was so scared when i am taking my results. my hand is trembling and everything. i bet whoever hu see it will laugh. Even when ms Kaur asked how i feel about my results, i dun even noe wat the hell to answer. I EVEN FORGET TO SAY THANK YOU. OMG how rude can i be. zzz. forget it. but the 1st thing i saw was my eng grade and i am seriously disappointed. i got a C5. kukubird.

Den i was busy counting and i realised i did much much better den expected. and everyone got a shock too. =DD okok enuf talking my results is :

English language : C5
Lit in Eng : B3 (hehe i bet mrs raj is damn happy. No one in my class failed lit =D we all got shocked.)
Com hum (hist/ss) : B3 (pretty disappointing, i was hoping for a A)
Maths : B4 ( super disappointing but forget it. -.-)
A maths : C6 (SUPER HAPPY!! I PASSED! I NEVER LET MR SEAH, MRS KOH AND MR LEE DOWN =DD)
Sci (phy/chem) : B3 (SUPPER HAPPY ALSO! PRELIM 2 I GOT E8 FOR THIS)
HCL : B3 (sian never get A1)
CL : A1

L1R5 (raw score) : 19
L1R5 (after minus) : 15

L1R4 (raw score) :15
L1R4 (after minus) :13

okok thats all. GOOD JOB TO ALL MY FRENS WHO HAD DONE WELL, YOU ALL DESERVE IT. To all that never do so well or not ur expectation, dun be sad. You still nid to move on. =D Jiayou bahs!

eheh btw, HU THINKS I SHLD STILL GO TO KUCHING???

2010-01-08T19:39:00.002+08:00

hey ppl i just realised i forget to update about the 3 days in expo on 1, 2 and 3 jan 2010. =DD

okay la i went there to listen cailaoshi's lesson. =DD and shun bian see if we can see shifu mahs. since shi gong gong is going to be there. in the end i think i really only pay attention to cai lao shi's lesson. LOLs. the other times either we sleep/stoned, or we go coffee be.an slack. LOL. so we ended up playing poker and all there. =DD

on the second day, after the lesson when we are playing poker, some small kid seriously pissed me off. actually pissed everyone off. wat the fuck. they down there damn noisy (especially the tipsy and fren) we stare at them ask them dun play here, and guess wat they ask me purposely? they ask me if i am a girl or boi, purposely de. wah i damn dulan. if zhenghao and baofang never stop them all that, i think i would have give them each a punch. nnbcb. they never edie b4 sia. Den after that at 10 plus me, wanting, zhenghao, nigel and jun jie went to see shifu to share with her our experinces in the kuching trip. esp with LALA. LOL. in the end we talk talk talk until 12 midnight sia. den we have to squeeze in zhenghao's dad car den he very good fetch me and jj home. =D

haha thats all i think. =D going to read ah mi tuo jing now

2010-01-07T16:51:00.001+08:00

DAD'S IN ICU AGAIN. JUST FINISH OPERATION. TRIPLE SIANZXZX. GONNA BE BUSY AGAIN REAL SOON =(

2010-01-05T16:22:00.003+08:00

updates:

this few days have been working in the morning to earn money and shun bian let my mum rest. my father is in a very very bad state den my mum have been super worried so i have to help her. lols i have to wake up by 5 every morning! gosh. trying to save up the money for air tickets and everything.

yesterday go out with eatsham, enwei and his gf. actually wanted to go jurong east to play water and swim de. in the end, the swimming pool never open so we decided to judst go play pool. before that we went to eat kfc and after that they insisted to come my house, and lately they seems to be hiding something from me. will soon find out why, they den come to my house. and they gave me the surprise: A LAPTOP! although its not new, but it can be used. =D its gonna save me lots of money. =D thanks bros =D

den after that we leave my house, den we go kovan to play pool. den play play play for 1 our i tired liao. den i go arcade see ppl play max tune cos i wan to save money. so never play. den after that we decided to go enwei house to play.

At about 9 pm, guess hu call me? xiao lao shi haha, in the background i hear alot tof fa qi sound. haha in the end i found out is wanting and zhenghao doing wan ke haha. den at about 9.30 i went home, den use laptop awhile den sleep. =D

2009-12-31T09:59:00.002+08:00

R.I.P JIMMY 'THE REV' SULLIVAN

I cant believe this. When Jia Hao told me last night i still thot he was joking. Avenged Sevenfold wont be the same again. I have been listening to thier music non stop since last night. He was only 28. I am very very happy that i have catch them live before. He was a great drummer of Avenged Sevenfold, my fav band.

2009-12-30T09:46:00.002+08:00

okay updates since i am super bored now. i think i wake up too early. zzz

Monday 28th december

Today i wake up as early as 5 o clock to sub my mum's work. LOL. giving out TODAY newspaper in Raffles Place. Guess how many newspaper we have to give out in about 2 and a half hour? about 10k -.- My left hand nearly break by the end of the 2 and a half hour seriously. zzz. the newspapers is super heavy. earn my 11 dollars for the zoo trip tmr. Den went home and sleep all the way to 4pm, den accompany enwei go his workplace, since today is his 1st day work. den guess wat, he never go to that place before, but he say is at clarke quay area. So we take bus there, den finally alight at the correct stop. den we FOLLOWED the description oh his manager of how to go there but after walking for 20min around singapore river area, we still cant find the COLOURFUL bridge. so no choice, enwei called his manager. his mangaer never pick up, so while waiting we walk again. zzz after 10min his manager call back. Den we realised we are totally at the wrong side. ZZ the place is at robinson quay. ZZZZZ. so we walk all the way back to where we alighted den walk the other side. Finally after about 45min of walking we found the place. zzz den enwei go for work. Goodluck and jiayou for the job bro! =D

Den at night my father dunno dunno wat happen den something happen den he got send to the emergency department of tan tock seng hospital. Again. -.- Den end up have to rush to hospital again and all. sian. den the prob is my mum say she too tired to work tmr morning den i have to sub her again. Wah kao. -.-

29 dec 2009 tuesday

wake up at 5 again to go rafffles place to give out newspaper. -.- tired sia. Den i still super scared ltr 10 o clock den can give finish, den i will be late for the zoo trip. So i keep nian fo and guess wat, by 9.10 we finish giving out all the papers. hahahhaha den can go le. den i rush to amk, den nobody there yet. So i go toilet. after i come out of toilet, i saw zheng hao and wanting and wanting's fren there. den after awhile nigel reached den we go arcade while waiting for the rest of them. finally they reached le, so we take bus 138 to the zoo. den me, junjie and nigel go KFC eat. the things there is seriously ex, abit sian. But still have to eat. Den we go play in the zoo. den we went home. ON the bus i quarrel with mum again but she think i purposely dun wan go see my dad bla bla bla. Ma de i morning so early wake up to sub her den i tired now den she say i purposely. du lan. so i quarrelled with her again. zzz

30 dec 2009 wednesday

LOL is today. abit bored

2009-12-26T22:03:00.002+08:00

since i am very bored now, waiting for enwei to be home to audi and i got nothing to do now, i shall post about the kuching trip this time bahs.

1st day : 9th Dec 2009

Enwei, Eatsham and Jee yong send me off to the airport. i had to take taxi there with them because my mum never send me off. -.- win. like abit sian, the rest there is all with parents, lucky got my good frens accompany me sia. =DD thanks alot bros! =D den i go the budget terminal there to eat my lunch. The food there seriously sucks. i normally dun waste food. But guess wat, it sucks so much that i only ate about 3 mouth and i got no more mood of cont eating. thats explain how sucky the food is. think le also feel sick. -.- WARNING: dun eat there ever again. go to the other terminals. LOL. okay enuf about the food. after the 'lunch', its time to check in. had some problems checking in though. because choon ling dunno bring wat there and her lugguage ended up to be pretty heavy. LOL. den we had to repack our stuff at the airport. -.- win. finally got in and boarded the plane ourselves. I really mean ourselves. let me explain. Cos we took tiger airways this time. LOL. so everything we had to do manually. =.=

Okay at cant rmb wat time we reached kuching! =D den we went to clear the custom and all. and guess wat, because we got some box with us, food of bao en nian fo tang, the custom officer come check our luaggae and make us open all the box. wtf. nvm, then out of everyone de luaggage, they wan to see mine. they think i look like terrorist is it? buay song sia. den finally they conclude that we are just some nice and good kids and not some terrorist or some drugs smugglers, they let us pass. den we saw lai lao shi and hua ling jie jie waiting for us outside the airport, den after that cos i abit slow, so i never greet them together with the rest, in the end i ended up not greeting them. lols. then hua ling jie jie say i very cool never greet them. LOL. so i greet solo lor. den we went up a bus den go to bao en nian fo tang le. =DD after we reach, we eat dinner den go to bed. end of the 1st day. =D

2nd day: 10th dec

we had to do zao ke in the morning lol. so mean 5.30am wake up. but guess wat time i slept last night, 4.00am. i am used to sleeping at that timing. lols. normally i will dota or play audi or play maple untill 4plus or 5 am den sleep. In the end i cant change the clock back in time. So 2nd day was like a sleeping day to me. but cant sleep. LOL. my eyes is like semi-closed throughout all the lessons. den when hua ling jie jie and lai laoshi know wat time i normally sleep, they got a terrible big shock. LOL. den the meals there is all vegetarian food. but still okay for me. But we drink a special type of fruit juice during lunch. i whole day keep want to sleep. the lessons are okay though. pretty funny and relaxing.

3rd day: 11th dec

still had to do zao ke. abit more awake den 2nd day but still tired cos of lack of sleep. i cant get used to sleeping so early and waking up so early. so still abit blurr blurr. but better then the previous day. still had lessons and all, still drink some wierd wierd juice during lunch. den lessons again. lessons and lessons. but still okay la. OH we had fa qi ke. haha, we learn how to hit the ban yan and qi xing ban. =D

4th/5th day: 12 dec & 13 dec

Can sleep early le. But started to fall sick. LOL. my nose just cant keep quiet. so i ate alot of medicine, sian. the problem is out of so many ppl only i fall sick. double sian. in the end i have to sleep more den others. den on the 4th day hua ling jie jie announced to the wohle class why i fall sick. because of the fruit juice we drink during lunch, its to pai du, den because i smoke, thats why my body got alot of bad things, and because of the irregular and unhealthy lifestyle i lead in singapore lol. so only i fall sick untill like that. but by the end of 5th day i okay liao. heehee. i think my body is sort of cleared of poison now. LOL. okay den 5th day quite excited cos nigel they all coming up the next day.

6th/7th day: 14 dec and 15dec

Nigel, Jun Jie, Zheng Hao, Wan ting, Gorden, Jerron come le =DD. i also officially started my duty as a yi gong there. i wake up at 5 still, but this time i go down to zai tang to help out because i was assigned to be there, together with emily and sufei. I start to feel buay song LALA liao. Cos we keep complaining and dun wan to do and finish job. she keep leave things half done. think le also dulan. nvm i tahan.. anyway on the 15 dec the penang campers come up also le. but it doesnt matter to me since i didnt really get to interact wth them.

8th day : 16 dec

Choon ling's family came and they shun bian bring choonling back also. sian dao. that day is choonling's dad bday. so we had a small surprise for him. we stack up some chocolate biscuits and put candles and we sang birthday song for him. Den we sing farewell song for choonling, den she start crying like nobody buisness lol.

9th/10th day: 17 dec and 18 dec

nothing much happen. Just that all the complaints about LALA got more and more and stacking up and i really getting very very very fed up and want to whack ppl liao. very dulan. But still nothing much happen.

11th day : 19 dec

From morning i cant tahan liao. After breakfast, cos i cant really punch LALA cos i think if i really do that she will fly and its gonna be a big taiji, so i keep punching the wall instead. until my whole knuckle blu black and swell. damn pain. den lai laoshi help me put medication oil and help me rub my hand. den say alot of things. den finally they decided that they have to change LALA to somewhere else before anything happen to her or happen to me. Finally peace.

12th day : 20dec

Nothing much happen. we did cookies. Lots of cookies. Not bad but i think quite fattening lol. but i dun really care la. Celebrated Yida and yilun bday.

13th day :21 dec

Shifu finally come le. =DD we sing song for her and everything. den after that me, zhenghao, nigel, jun jie, gorden, jerron help to clean up zai tang together. cos LALA finally not here we do until quite happy. Den we see the rubbish at her side is like alot alot. so we take camera to take photo. IN the end we ended up playing at the cai yuan there. we play until very fun and took alot of photos. But lai laoshi and hua ling jie jie come in den scolded us. to be exact is hualing jie jie scolded us. den we all went up to bed.

At night is da hui xiang. I cant really rmb exactly wat to do so a few errors here and there. but still okay.

14th day : 22 dec

San shi xi nian. Nothing much. Just very very busy and tired. alot things to do. when it ends we all heave a sign of relief. phew. lucky nothing went wrong.

15th day: 23dec

Say bye to the penang campers and gorden jerron and shi fu. shi fu still asked me to jia you before she leave. =DD happy happy. have to jia you liao.

16th day : 24 dec

Last day. WE went to the bian jie to play. Den saw a crab. den alot things happen la. Den i contact my mum, she say she not fetching me again. So in the end i called enwei and they come to fetch me. zzz but the prob is enwei still ask me go count down. piang eh. very funny. reached singapore on time and enwei and eatsham came to fetch me. Thansk bros again. jeeyong cant come cos he working. but he still gave me a call at night. really my good frens. =DD anyway we never go count down. i nid to sleep by 10! haha

ok conclusion, my lips piercing close liao. sian. This time go up my mood very not stable. but i seriously hope i can have the chance to go there for a year la. let myself relax abit. =D AMTF

2009-12-25T10:08:00.002+08:00

BACK!

abit no feel to update about the 15 days in Kuching. So i do a short one hor..

erm this time i go is do yi gong, so i didnt really get a chance to teach the campers there, but i never regret or complain because i dun really like to teach and some of the campers there got LJ face and i see le abit buay song. LOL. so i think hua ling jie jie and lai lao shi got far sight, they put me to help out at the canteen and kitchen. I think everything would have been very very good if there is no LALA there. Nearly beat her up. If she thinks she really so big then come find trouble with me in Singapore. WTF. If she do all those things to us in Singapore i think she 1st day can say bye bye liao. wah piang. Bth. i have to tahan her for 15 days. wah seriously ccb.

Next thing L1R4 > 15 for my Os = i am going to go kuching and stay for a year.

okay le i think nothing else. Details i will update when i got mood. Anyway my lip piercing close le.

2009-12-08T23:08:00.002+08:00

Last post before i MIA for 15 days. Going to kuching soon. =DD excited.

yesterday went to east coast with enwei, jeeyong and eatsham. Enwei come my house as early as 9 in the morning to learn how to ride a bicycle. Lols, and because i am a great teacher, he learnt how to ride in about 1 and a half hour time. HAHAHA.

Den we head to enwei house. Meet eatsham and jeeyong there. Then we go to East Coast park lor. We all damn blurr dunno how to go. zz but still manage to reach there at about 5 plus. Den we rent bicycle cycle till 7 plus. Took lots of pics. but its all with the others, SO FASTER UPLOAD THE PICS PLS!!!!! lol

Today also nothing la. meet gary to buys studs and all den go see them swim at tanya house swimming pool there. Got some probs with the sercurity guard there. Then settle cos allen fren come help. den after that i go buy the things i nid for the kuching trip den home. Den come home do alot cards and things. hooooohoooo hope this time i will enjoy myself even more. =D

See you all on the 24th december! just in time for christmas. =DD bye alll

FUN DAY

2009-12-03T23:35:00.002+08:00

Finally go out today. =D went KBOX with jeeyong and enwei. Sadly eatsham cant make it.

I say 1st ar. For pictures go to enwei blog. I lazy upload. haha. A really fun day. ALthough really expensive. =( We sang alot today. haha. really nice. Very happy. We took a video also of us singing tong hua. haha. upside down though.

Den we go Toa payoh meet clarinda and huijuan den we eat dinner together. ABIT VERY FULL!! they cant finsih de all push to me somemore. sian. Sure fat. more updates tmr i hope =D

NICE DAY! many thanks to jeeyong and enwei. =D

2009-12-02T18:49:00.002+08:00

Rotting at home.

Cant go out to find a job due to the kuching trip during the dec. sian. imagine u just got a job and the next day u have to tell ur boss that u have to take leave for 3 weeks. I think they might slap u. -.-

Anyway i will be in Kuching bao en nian fuo tang from 9th dec to 24th dec. So any outings/ gatherings pls, change the date!! Anyway finally nigel and junjie is going to kuching too. =D think its gonna be fun this time. haha

anyway this few days enwei, jeeyong and eatsham just come my house to play PS and dota so we wont be that bored. Ok i think thats all for the updates...

2009-11-30T14:45:00.002+08:00

Having to go to GXY with a plaster over my lips is a CHORE.

Like totally sian. last week's lesson is all just singing, and becos i dun wan the ppl there to see my lip piercing, (they are all old fashion mothers and think that having a lip piercing is a ah lian behaviour, they sure gossip) so i put a plaster over the piercing with the stud on. -.- also i dun wan to set a bad example for the kids there. but the plaster si seriously irritating. i cant talk properly cos its too tight. My lips starts to swell cos its too tight. gosh. its pretty obvious. So chen lao shi asked me wat happen to my lips. I say nth nth. LOL.

Ok den yesterday go play basketball with clarinda, mick, gary, zhi sheng they all. Den i had to rush off to airport to fetch shifu. I didnt bother to bring plaster cos i thot only a few ppl there. so i got there, met nigel, zheng hao, jerron. den we waited at terminal 3 belt 47. Den suddenly nigel tell me, eh chen laoshi got come sia. GOSH. i am like WTF. nobody bring plaster of cos. they come nearer and nearer. Den since i am the good girl i greeted them 1st. den guess wat, chen lao shi say i most good girl den come very near me. den nice one, she saw my stud. -.- gone case. den she started asking lots of qns and all. -.- thats why i didnt wan her to know in the 1st place.

Den shifu came. she say she cant regconise me at 1st and she say she going cut my hair soon. sian i knew it. den we all go bukit merah with shifu. den all the kids talk talk talk lor. den like that den i go home. YA and nigel and zhenghao pangseh me sia. zzz

2009-11-28T00:11:00.004+08:00

Lip pierced.

I dunno why, but after i pierced my lips i didnt feel as happy and excited as i thought i would had. I cant eat things properly for a start, and then all the stares and diao-ings make me feel very uncomfortable. Worst of all is the big deal at home, my mum is seriously sensitive about this, and after a few arguements she just refused to talk to me or even look at me.

she told me "dun blame me for not loving u anymore." it seriously breaks my heart. Like a knife stab into my heart. I went to sleep as early as 9.30pm that night, and i woke up at 12.30am, i cant sleep anymore. I was just thinking and thinking and thinking about wat my mum said. I can feel tears starting to fall. I cant rmb when was the last time i cried. I thot i forgotten how to. I thot i am so hardened dat i wont cry anymore. i dare say it really take alot alot for me to cry. Even after wat happen to my father, i didnt rmb really crying about it at all. The mum that i care most about cant accept me. if she really want to give u on me and dun care about me anymore cos of this, i am sorry. I dont think i can do anything about it. but i hope she wont blame me if i really turn bad.

2009-11-23T01:53:00.002+08:00

WAH KNN!! MY EARHOLE!!! WAH KAO SIA. NOW IS PAIN UNTIL NUMB AND I CANT EVEN FEEL THE ALCOHOL! CB LAA. =(

2009-11-23T00:51:00.002+08:00

updating...

ok got my hair done. I guess it is much better den my previous hairstyle. Dy-ed, Rebond-ed, shorter. I see if i can post a pic up here and let everyone see. I think most ppl find it fine as well... so shld be okay. there is some comments here and there and i will try my best to do my hair. Although i think i will be too lazy to do it. =X

I dun really like my new hairstyle. Its not becuase of the comments but... Its too stuffy and warm for me!! I sweat like some retard and all my hair starts to stick and i have to keep wiping my sweat. somemore the hair very easy messy, so the most frequently ask-ed qn of mine is "is my hair messy?" like totally not me!!! Gosh.

Anyway so sry to gary for not going to pierce my lips with him. but the prob is. shld i pierce??? Will it be nice on me?? Gosh. somebody tell me. i totally sian now. i love lip piercings though. But it might not suit me. =(

Today is a very busy day! gosh. I wake up at dunno wat stupid time to rush to the salon to get my hair dyed 1 more time because everyone say they cant see the colour. the person thot i crazy de, keep dyeing my hair. And my hair is sort of in wierd shape now cos we are not suppose to wash our hair for abt 3 days after rebonding, but i insisted to dye on the same day lol, den today i go there to dye again. zzz abit crayz. Den i RUSHED to Dhouby Ghaut to meet emily, junjie and nigel, i rushed cos i thot i might be late. but guess wat, except for junjie, the other 2 arrived 45min ltr. WOAH, it totally impressed me and jj. =/ forget it. den we ate mac and we go arcade for a while, den its time for us to go and meet the others and laoshi(s) at jing zhong xue hui. LOL. IMAGINE WE STAYED THERE AND TALK FOR like 4 hours???in the end i late for the class bbq thingy. den eatsham and enwei have to wait for me. LOL . Paiseh paiseh. and seems like chen lao shi got something to say about my hair. she suggested that i shld use a pin and pin my hair up. OHHOOO how nice. =X

Den go for class bbq, doesnt really seems like one though. Not alot ppl attended. But so many ppl all go dye hair la. Wah lao. and most ppl de all cant see haha. Nvm. =/ den went home at 10.45pm, cant find a toilet, we went into the CLOSED houngang point and we nearly got locked up inside. Lucky the security guard open the door for us, if not i think we had to camp in there for the night lol. ok la. Thats all. Bye! =D

2009-11-17T23:45:00.004+08:00

BIGGEST THANKS TO LIM THIEN SEAN. MY BFF =D

Nice blogskin =D lots of thanks to Thie sean. he is always the one hu help me do the blogskins. haha i am totally clueless about all this. Com noob =X

Another piercing on my left ear. Actually i dun really dare to pierce at the bone at 1st. But seriously to other place to pierce le so no choice pierce there. Lucky never go blind ar. haha. Btw gratz to enwei for having a earhole now. =D must take care of it. And Jeeyong! U dun nid to be mentally prepared la!! lol. nvm nvm.

Er.. And everyone, I have quitted maple. I am starting to learn to play dota. haha. so can stop calling me maple loser le thanks. =D

2009-10-18T00:31:00.003+08:00

GRADUATION YESTERDAY.

Yesterday mark my last official day in Zhonghua. I dunno whether to feel sad or happy. Its sort of a mixed feeling.. Finally got out of this secondary school that gave me so much hell esp during my sec 3/4 years. The school refuses to give me a GOOD for conduct somemore!! !*$@&!!! Got a stupid ugly FAIR for conduct. wtf thats my last result slip!!

However, i will miss all my frens and classmates and teachers dearly. all the memories. first of all Thien sean and shen hao, if i never get into this school i would never have know them. Thanks to the both of u for all the crazy memories u 2 leave for me. I will never forget them. All the support and encouragement and how we grown so much and change so much together. It will all be kept in me.

Hey next, Enwei, Jeeyong, Eatsham -- my clique for the last half year in zhonghua. hehe thanks alots guys, for all the supports and all u all give me, all the funy jokes and all. =D cant forget them. Hope u guys will still rmb me after we separate. Keep in touch

Next, chingmay, Elvina (loser haha), Jie En, Sam -- never got really close to ur untill the very last month i think but it was really enjoyable. Lots of funny things as well and i would never forget that Elvina will lose to me. =D thanks. =DD RMB ME!!

Next, WeiHao, Gary, Jia hao, Shin wei, Jia jun, Mick, Jie En, Clarinda, even Jovon. =D Thanks alot brothers.. I will never forget u all. All the jokes that u all like to make abt me, i never felt angry although it is annoying sometimes. Ok la, i admit i good girl since none of ur want to admit it. hehe thanks thansk, keep in touch hor brothers. =D ok sister for weihao and clarinda. =D

Erm, all the teachers in our school, esp Miss Kaur, Miss Tan, Mr Seah, Mrs Ng, Mrs Ang, Mr Hazry, Mdm Zhang, Ms Lian, Mrs See, Mr Lee, Mrs Raj. Thanks for all the hard work put in to make sure we are fully prepared for our exams. =D I will miss u all.

To Kelly and all my ex classmates, i haven forget u all.... I will miss ur as well. Thanks for all the good memories. =D U better rmb me for ur life, kelly the horse. =D

To shangyi, chin how, joanne... I will never forget ur as well, my clique for sec 1/2. =D Shangyi must always be my lao gong leis. haha

gosh i realised i will miss so many ppl. =D all my classmates, NPCC squadmates, juniors. thanks all for making my life in Zhonghua such an enjoyable 1. Without all my frens i doubt i would still be in school untill the very last day.

The end of a Chapter in my life.

2009-09-23T09:29:00.003+08:00

Haiz. ok since i am free now and everyone is asking me to update, den i shall update.

END OF PRELIM 2!! 1 MONTH TO O LEVELs.

I am starting to feel really nervous for the Os because there is lots and lots of things i need to catch up for my emaths, physics, amaths, chemistry. ALL MUST BE DONE IN 1 MONTH. haiyo. this is the result of not even listening in class for a year and a half. SOmemore everyone is going for tuition but i cant afford 1, sian.

If i cant do well enough for my O levels, i think all of u can bade goodbye to me for a year. LOL. i will be going overseas for a whole year. SO HOW! the best solution is start studying and stop playing Joey Choong!!! ok sorry i was scolding myself. thats all for the update i suppose. thanks and bye.

2009-09-10T22:12:00.000+08:00

Fuck. I think i haven recover from the saturday incident at all. I am such a bad girl seriously. How can i treat my mum like that?? But i cant control myself.. I can t face her properly. I cant speak to her properly. The tone just isnt right. I cant have a proper conversation with her anymore. My heart tell me to turn away when i am facing her. I know she is feeling sad with me also. I know she hope that i would talk to her nicely. I know she needs my support. I feeling very bad when i dun talk to her, I tried to. I tried my best. But i cant. MY heart will tell me, "hey she dun care abt u anymore, since thats the case, dun bother."

Wat the fuck is happening to me? Someone tell me. I am so useless.

2009-08-02T11:07:00.000+08:00

The whole of last week was 1 of the most terrible week ever. I guess in my whole zhonghua life, i didnt had a week that i studied till the extent that i am so stressed out and had headache almost everyday. Hardcore mugging and studying had to continue for the rest of the 2-3months. DIE. TIRED. Ms Tan said is because i had already slack for 3yrs, now i had to chiong for tis 3 months. IF i got time i upload my timetable here.

As for today, i had to finish revision for 5 chem chapter, Finish all the Ms kaur homework.. (ALOT) Emaths, Chemistry paper. Gosh. I might die from this. Oh ya, i still have to do a study plan for Ms Kaur.

PRELIM 2 AIM: 1)STUDY HARD
2)All SUBJECT ALL GET AT LEAST A B (like that i will get about $6-$8 from JJ, A steamboat treat from Chingmay. ^^)

O level: 1) dun think so far.
2) really dun think so far.
3) concentrate on Prelim 2 1st. LOL

To achieve all this. Most importantly i had to cut down on the time i visit the arcade. =X Sorry jeeyong, we all had to start studying. But yesterday arcade trip, which i only stayed for 1 hour, was fun. HAHA

2009-07-28T20:52:00.000+08:00

I think my mum dun really give a damn about me anymore. And i am feeling sad. =( i dunno for wat reason. i guess i am quite hard to please. Last time i wanted freedom. Now i think she gave me too much. imagine ur mum seeing u screwing up all ur subject, getting last in level, 9maybe second last) and she didnt even scold u, or even nag? she just gave me 2 sentence. 2 sentence and it shocked me. Omg. i think alot ppl will be jealous, but when u really taste the feeling, u might not feel as happy as u think u might.

2009-07-25T20:45:00.000+08:00

really very bad mood. i apologise to whoever that had to endure my shoutings and mood swing these few day. really sorry. not purposely de. Getting last in level is the worst thing that can happen. Seriously. All the teachers will start to see u and nag until u cant take it. Have to see principal, vice principals, Form teacher, Teacher mentor, Counsellor. It doesnt really help but only make u feel worst.

Dunno how to let my mum see my report book also, with all the underlines, F9s,Conduct: FAIR. WTF. Sibei sian lar.

Have to stay for compulsary SDL everyday now. Forced to quit computer and arcade and going out with friends. This sucks.

2009-07-25T11:10:00.001+08:00

This really sucks. Someone kill me pls.

2009-07-21T22:48:00.002+08:00

wah i sibei bad mood today. At school happen ler make me buay song de things, come home ler go on maple den cant log in. Den i ask my guildmate they say i tio ban. Sian dao siao. kao. Maybe this is also helping me in a way, as all of u can see my results sucks. maybe this is the time for me to really concentrate more on studies. Zzzz. Wah bad mood.

Today in school actually quite shiok. I keep telling everybody about wat kenneth did and all and i said it all loudly for him to hear. He loser de lar. Dun even dare to look at me. IN class he tries to seek teacher attention during chemistry. Pls lar hor. bth him sia. In class if is not me and enwei and jeeyong like still not bad to him he already no fren ler lor pls. Being irritating doesnt work lar. Get the fact right idiot.

2009-07-20T20:04:00.004+08:00

Updates on my results. Get back all my papers ler.

English: 55/100 (this is the ONLY subject i passed)
Emaths: paper1: 8/10
paper2 : 37/100
Amaths: paper1: 9/80
paper2 : 25/100
Literature: 40/100
Combined SS/HIST: 44/100
Science: cant remember sia. ZZZ

Thats all for my results. Sian damn noob.

Wah kao lo. The miss lian go tell my chinese teacher i smoke. Sian. == Sai lar. den today the teacher shocked me.

Oi to that fucker. Stop calling my house lar dun be a cb. Nabei wake my mum up just because u wan ur maple. Fuck off. My mum so hard den can sleep de call call call. KnnbCCB lar. U are fucking irritating. I am helping alot ppl to say this too. =D DO u noe why ur msn like nobody online. because ppl scared of u lar. Go stick with dog if u wan. Dun kpkb la hor. Cb Kia siol.

2009-07-17T19:21:00.002+08:00

Finally it is a Friday. Omg i cant wait to take a break from getting back all my papers... Because i guess if i am not given the time to rest, i will go crazy.

Just went to meet Thien Sean outside school just now, anyways, since this week i like only smoke twice, i make use of the time to smoke of cos. I wasnt in my school uniform so i wasnt that worried. Although i bet almost all the teachers that walk past recognise me that i am from ZHSS. But none of them did anything, so i dun care also.

But the problem came when i saw Ms lian walking towards our direction. I was holding 1 unlighted 1 on my hand, so i faster keep it. But sadly i forgot that my pack is right beside me, and is very visible lol. Shit, she walked towards me and started nagging at me again. Sian. Nag untill i nearly run away. Den she say will tell my form teacher and mr chong. Zzz. But anyway Ms kaur also noe i smoke de. So this week i only smoke 6 sticks in total i think. Improvement. =D

Ok so far so BAD... My results sucks to the core. So far i only left Eng, amaths p2 and emaths p2 haven get back, the rest all get back ler. I pass NONE. All the subjects dat i noe the marks already all fail. ZZZ. Lets see

Amaths p1: 9/80 [zzz lowest in class]
Emaths p1: 8/80 [zzz lowest in class again]
Hist/SS combined: 44/100 [lucky not F9, is E8]
Sci/physics: 23/85 [F9]
Sci/chem: 39/100 [F9]
Literature: 40/100[finally 1 more sub that is NOT F9, this is an E8]

thats it i think.. ZZZ like shit like that seriously. BTH. The best i got is an E8. Wat the helll...

2009-07-14T18:54:00.002+08:00

Thanks lor sherry tag me to do a quiz... Zzz so there u go...

1. What is your name:- Joey Choong
2. A four Letter Word:- FUCK
3. Boy’s Name:- Thien sean lar de.. But if u noe me u will noe that he is my BEST friend.
4. Girl’s Name:- LOL dunno hu to write. Joanna, my sis
5. An occupation:- Cleaner.
6. A color:- black
7. Something you’ll wear:- Clothes
9. A food:- Vegetables
10. Thing found in the bathroom:- Towel
11. A place:- Arcade
12. A reason for being Late:- Wake up late
13. Something you’d shout:- Cb
14. Movie title:- Harry potter
15. Something you drink:- Green tea
16. A musical group:- Avenged Sevenfold
17. An animal :- Monkey -.- or Pig
18. A street name:- Toa Payoh counted?
19. A type of car:- anything also can
20. The title of a song:- Dancing Naked In the Rain.

Tagged 20 ppl:
Hu wan do just do.

2009-07-13T21:28:00.002+08:00

CHINGMAY CRAZY ALREADY. TODAY FINALLY FINISH EXAM, SHE TELL ME SHE GOING HOME STUDY PHYSICS FOR PRELIM 2. OK PPL HU FREE BRING HER TO DOC FOR BRAIN CHECK. HAHA

ok just a short 1, i today finally finish prelim 1 officially. OHOOOHOO . TMR NO SCHOOL! Yay! Ok i got a feeling will fail this prelim very badly. But no choice also ler. Wats done cant be undone. Haiz. NVM FOR THE TIME BEING LETS CELEBRATE! =D

TO SHERRY: I DO THE QUIZ TMR. =D

2009-07-08T18:53:00.002+08:00

Sian.. Exam not over yet.. after so long ler leis... wah piang.

Ok i think i finally did a paper which i think i can pass today. The chemistry paper. At least it is quite easy, and i STUDIED for it can.... LOL.. cos i totally gave up on Emaths last night. Totally cant get a clue wat the notebook is talking about. zzzz So accidentally fell asleep again during emaths like just after 15min.. Den wake up, try to do, den slept again, den wake up, den slept again... this time cant wake up by myself liao, Mrs Koh woke me up. ZZZZ so PAISEH. lucky she never teach me emaths. If not wah piang can go jump down. Tmr got AMATHS PAPER 2, SOMEBODY SAFE ME!! wah, i today morning still thot they will deny my entry for the papers cos i got runny nose, but my hopes like abit too high ar, cos mrs see say is sensitive nose. zzzz Sian.

Somemore alot ppl tell me i got SDL again.. the timing increase ler somemore.. Sian.. I still owe them 6 detention lor.. How can like that...

2009-07-06T23:03:00.002+08:00

COOOLLLLL I CHANGED MY BLOGSKIN!! BIGGEST THANKS TO THIEN SEAN! SERIOUSLY MY BEST FREN SIOL. haha. Now my blog cute right?? dun jealous. hehe =D

Ok i wanna say thank you to choon ling and miao jyi jie jie and dean shu shu and chingyee the penguin. K, thanks for offering solutions to my problems and willing to listen to me. =D i really appreciate it. it is seriously heart warming. AND of cos i must say thanks to wanting also. for encouraging me to change and slapping me when i smoke. LOL. NOt forgeting Chiling as well.

Of cos i will forever thanks my best friend LIM THIEN SEAN, u are the best man.
Not forgeting Enwei and Jeeyong, hu have been supporting me alot in class.

haha today like appreciation day ar, but i was too happy that i have so many good frens. =D

2009-07-04T01:17:00.001+08:00

Now is 1.16am and i cant fall asleep, so i went to paly audi.. den now nothing to do. Sian. =( ok i still hate myself. Going play maple.

04/07/09

2009-07-03T20:17:00.003+08:00

i had never feel so bad ever for an exam. This prelim will be the worst exam that produce my worst result ever i swear. I slept for all the subjects. Amaths paper 1 is 2 hour today, i slept for 1 and a half hour. Physics paper 1hour 15 min i stoned for 1 hour. hist paper where got ppl got time to sleep de? but i managed to sleep for 20min. English paper everyone still struggling and doing i sleep after the 1st half hour. Wtf. WTF is wrong with me?? Why i not motivated to study??? someone help me pls.... I fucking nid help. I hate myself.

03/07/09

2009-07-02T16:13:00.002+08:00

Someone please help me. Shit lar, it is only after 1 week/less den 1 week since i am back from kuching.. Wah damn sian lar, so difficult ar i at kuching tahan for 12 days, finally alot of my addiction and all i overcome le. Cb cant even maintain. come back 1 week only. Everything i all go do agian. Wah lao i shouldnt have come back at all. Fuck lar. Sibei dulan with myself already.

Wah sian. I HATE myself. wtf wtf wtf wtf. =(

2/07/09

2009-06-30T21:19:00.003+08:00

ppl, as ur read this post, pls DO NOT SCOLD ME!! (maybe ur shld)

i today totally broke all my promises. I met up with my friend, i went to LAN centre, i (i am really sry to say) SMOKE. Shit. omg i broke my promise to shi fu all in one day. Fuck lar. Sian. sorry to shifu lor. sian sian sian...

Ok ur can scold me as much as ur want. I think i deserve it.

30/06/09

2009-06-29T22:18:00.003+08:00

100th post.

Today school reopen. I seriously regretted gonig to kuching instead of indonesia or thailand. sian. totally no mood to go school or study. Seriously fuck our sheep school. Step into the school also feel damn fucked up. I keep thinking of computer and sleeping in class. Wtf. Den i realised thgat almost everyone in the class feels the same way. Owned. =D go school is seriously a shitty chore. Wah lao.

I serioulsy dun give a damn about the prelims already. I never studied anything throughout the holidays. I dun even bother studynig now, jsut 2 days b4 the prelim. I dun really care if i pass or fail. I have been using com more and more. I scared will be like last time like that.. Sian. Shit la.

Wah, cheers to me if i cont my attitude like that and flunk my O levels. GG.

29/06/09

2009-06-27T23:40:00.001+08:00

ok updating:

today is 27 june:
I never eat meat for 2 days already,
I never smoke for 2 days already.

Sadly, i played maple, audition today. Sian.. i knew this one sure cant last long de lor. shit.
Haiyo, Die ler lar i went to play maple agian ler lar.........

27/06/09

2009-06-26T21:59:00.002+08:00

ok i shall do some counting here.
today is 26th june.

I never smoke for 1 day
I never eat meat for 1 day
I never play maple for 1 day.
=D hehee nice achievement hor?

ok sadly, although today is only the 1st day i came back from kuching,
thanks to my frens,
I had went to see a movie,
stay in the arcade for about 3 hours. Sianx.

But not bad ler lar, i today go out never even smoke and i was looking at them eating KFC lor.. hahaha.

26/6/09

2009-06-26T21:39:00.000+08:00

OHOOOO I AM BACK!!

updates later..

25/06/09

2009-06-11T20:48:00.001+08:00

[x] Gotten detention.
[] Gotten your phone taken away in class.
[x] Gotten suspended.
[x] Gotten caught chewing gum.
[] Gotten caught cheating on a test.
Total: 3

[x] Arrived late to class more than 5 times.
[x] Didn’t do homework over 5 times
[x] Turned at least 3 projects in late
[x] Missed school cause you felt like it.
[x] Laughed so loud you got kicked out of class.
Total : 8
[x] Got your mom / dad etc. to get you out of school.
[x] Texted people during class.
[x] Passed notes.
[x] Threw stuff across the room.
[x] Laughed at the teacher.
Total : 13
[] Pulled down the fire alarm.
[x] Went on myspace , facebook , xanga , etc. on the computer at school.
[x] Took pictures during school hours.
[x] Called someone during school hours.
[x] Listened to an iPod , CD , etc. during class.
Total : 17
[] Threw something at the teacher.
[x] Went outside the classroom without permission.
[x] Broke the dress code.
[x] Failed a class.
[x] Ate food during class.
Total : 21
[x] Gotten a call from school.
[] Couldn’t go on a field trip cause you behaved badly.
[x] Didn’t take your stuff to school.
[x] Gotten a detention and didn't go.
[x] Stuck up your middle finger at a teacher when they were not looking.
[x] Cursed during class loud enough so the teacher could hear
Total : 26

[x] Faked your parents signature
[x] Slept in class.
[x] Cursed at a teacher to their face.
[x] Copied homework
Grand Total :30

30x3=90%
I screwed up 90% of my teenage life. haha

Ok the reason i post this quiz which i did on facebook here is because i saw choon blog. haha. den i got reminded of this quiz. so since i have nothing to post, i shall post this and keep it for future reference haha.

2009-06-02T21:24:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF =D

Ok today is the most busy birthday i ever had in my whole life. Last time my birthday is also during holiday so it is very relax. Today still got lesson until 3pm. Anyway i got lots of A CASH =D

LOTS of THANKS to ALL THOSE WHO SAID HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!! EVEN GREATER THANKS TO ALL HU BOUGHT ME PRESENTS. THANKS ALOT I APPRECIATE IT! =D LOVE ALL MY FRIENDS.

16 years old ler leis.. i have survived 16 years. How many more years could i live.. I really dunno.

02/06/2009

2009-06-01T17:22:00.002+08:00

CCB. Knn lar. Fuck the school. Can the school just go die? or someone hijack a plane go crash it. Nb. Why everything become like that? WTF. Just half more year. CCB.

1/6/2009

2009-05-16T11:43:00.003+08:00

i realised that i like to do stupid things that caused others to feel sad, disappointed or caused them lots of trouble. I just did 1 more stupid thing yesterday.

16/4/09

2009-05-14T20:31:00.002+08:00

okok.. i think i should do some explanation why i want to drop HCL. Firstly although is like i really wanted to drop this stupid subject long ago, i am NOT the one dat suggested it. Is my stupid chinese teacher who said that my presence in class had disrupted her precious lesson and i am also disrupting her with my constant sleeping in class (funny, if i am sleeping in wat way i am even disrupting her and the class?? Dun tell me i snored too loudly, anyway almost all my HCL classmate had asked me not to drop.) and i will pull down our school avg marks or something if i dun study and still go for the O levels. (my HCL had been quite consistantly doing well. Better den alot more at least.) WTF i WANT TO DROP BUT ALOT PPL, AND I ALSO FEEL THAT IT IS SUCH A WASTE. can she just leave me alone??? Wth.

Anyway choon relax.. I am NOT dropping out of school, although if i can i would.

14/5/09

2009-05-13T18:54:00.001+08:00

SHOULD I DROP HCL???? SIBEI FAN LAR.. FUCK SIA.

2009-05-05T21:50:00.003+08:00

我在搞笑借著熱鬧掩蓋著心跳
邊哭邊笑偏要說著一個人真好
當人群散了突然覺得我可以死掉
我受不了

我在搞笑卻在最后眼淚拼命掉
你的離開失去多少我計算不了
忙完了一天突然覺得又何必辛勞
對誰炫耀

還在搞笑是否擁有麻痺的療效
唱一夜歌卻避不開催淚的曲調
我徹夜胡鬧希望聽到有人會提到
你好不好

How i feeling now. =(

I dun give a damn

2009-05-05T20:29:00.003+08:00

Nothing to type. =(

Yesterday is HCL paper 1 for MID YEAR. I dun give a damn about it. I had been sleeping every chinese lesson. But seriously I DUN CARE! So ppl pls stop telling me to study because i really dun wan to. Seriously.

Shit i feeling damn i dun care nowadays. I dun even care how much i get for my tests, my exams, even my O levels. Wtf.

I am going to fail my hist paper today. Sian.

5/5/09

2009-04-29T20:06:00.002+08:00

Ok my second warning letter. 21 demerits. today is only 29 april. Owned. take note, the stupid staff or something thought that i was a guy and all the sentence is he but not she.. NB.

2009-04-28T22:42:00.003+08:00

1. Real name: Joey Choong
2. Nick name: Choong, 140, ah pui, still got alot lar
3. star sign: Gemini
4. male or female: Female
5. Primary school: Pei Chun Public School
6. Secondary School: Zhonghua Secondary
7. Poly/JC: haven
8. Hair color: Black
9. Long or short: Long
10. Loud or Quiet: Both
11. Sweats or jeans: jeans
12. Phone or Camera: Phone
13. Health Freak: nope, i dun give a damn. Anyway i am that kind that will die early so why care?
14. Drink or smoke: Both. but i think i prefer smoking
15. Do you have a crush on someone?: I dun think so leis
16. Eat or drink: Both
17. Piercing: have
18. Tattoos: going to get

HAVE YOU EVER?
19. Been in a airplane: yep
20. Been in a relationship: yep but that was damn long ago
21. Been in a car accident: the taxi incident
22. Been in a fist fight: should be yes

FIRSTS:
23. First piercing: Ear
24. First best friend: Shit cant remember. I think is Carol, when i was in primary school
25. First award: Sian cant remember lar
26. First crush: not applicable
28: First vacation: Malaysia

LASTS:
29. Last person you talked to: Thien Sean on msn
30. Last person you texted: I think is Thien sean
31. Last person(s) you watched a movie with: Thien sean again
32. Last food you ate: ice cream
33. Last movie you watched: Knowing(this show sucks.. dun watch it)
34. Last song you listened to: Mr Dj
35. Last thing you bought: Cigarette?
36. Last person you hugged: my sis

FAVES:
37. Food: anything that is nice is my fav food.
38. Drinks: coke and pepsi
39. Clothing: Polo T-shirts and pants
40. Books: Harry Potter
41. Song: Technos and A7X
42. Flower: they all sucks
43. Colors: Black and Red
44. Movies: Harry Potter
45. Phrase: Nothing But A Dream
46. Subjects: NONE
47. [] Kissed in the snow
48. [] Celebrated Halloween
49. [x] Had your heart broken
50.[x] Went over the minutes on your cell phone
51.[x] Someone questioned your sexual orientation
52. [x] Came out of the closet
53. [] Gotten pregnant
54. [] Had an abortion
55. [x] Done something you've regretted
56. [x] Broken a Promise
57. [x] Hid a secret
58. [x] pretended to be happy------ always
59.[x] Met someone who changed your life
60. [] Pretended to be sick
61. [x] Left the country
62. [x] Tried something you normally wouldn't try and liked it-------- smoking
63. [x] Cried over the silliest thing
64. [] Ran a mile
65. [x] Went to the beach with your best friend(s)--------------- always =D
66. [x] Stay single the whole year

CURRENTLY:
67. Eating: Sweets
68. Drinking: Coke
69. I'm about to: play Audi
70. Listening to: Mr Dj
71. Plans for tomorrow: tmr will be sibei sian
72. Waiting for: Nothing

YOUR FUTURE:
73. Want kids?: Nope
74. Want to get married?: maybe by then i die liao
75. Career in mind: Nothing
76. Lips or Eyes: Eyes and lips are both impt
77. Shorter or Taller: doesnt matter
78. Romantic or spontaneous: Both
79. Nice stomach or nice arms: Both are impt
80. Sensitive or loud: I dun care
81: Hook-up or Relationship: I dun care also
82. Trouble-maker or hesitant: Trouble maker

HAVE YOU EVER:
83. Lost glasses/contacts: yep
84. Ran away from home: yep
85. Hold a gun/ knife for self defence: no no i am a good girl
86. Killed somebody: i hope i could
87. Broken someone's heart: should be lar..
88. Been arrested: yep
89. Cried when someone died: cb stupid qn. OF COS LAR

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
90. Yourself: errr not really
91. Miracles: No such things
92. Love at first sight: maybe
93. Heaven: yep
94. Santa Claus: no no
95. Sex on the first date: Pls try to stay a virgin..
96: Kiss on first date: shld be
97. Is there one person you want to be with right now?: not really
98. Are you seriouly happy with where you are in life?: Of cos not, can i choose my parents again?
99. Do you believe in God?: yep
100. this is the 100th and the lastQuestion: Do you feel empty?:NICE QN, I feel empty everyday i swear. I call my life fuckedup, i call my life aimless. Happy?

Now tag 10 people to do this quiz:
I dun care. Who want to do just do.

2009-04-27T20:23:00.003+08:00

Wah damn long never update.

Life have been real tiring lately. So It Sucks. Going to school as usual, feel very fan everyday as usaual, feel very pekcek and confused everyday as usual. So I seriously got nothing to update about. Life Sucks. Sian. Bth.

Help me find an aim in my life man ppl.

27 april 2009

2009-04-15T19:53:00.002+08:00

Some parts of 'DEAR GOD' that make me have so much feeling when i hear it.

Some search, never finding a way
Before long, they waste away
I found you, something told me to stay
I gave in, to selfish ways
And how i miss someone to hold,
When hope begins to fade...

A lonely road, crossed another cold state line
Miles away from those i love
Hope is hard to find

There’s nothing here for me on this barren road
There’s no one here while the city sleeps
And all the shops are closed
Can’t help but think of the times I’ve had with you
Pictures and some memories will have to help me through, oh yeah

Ok i am addicted to cycling lately. Everytime i not feeling good i feel like cycling. It at least help to get me out of my troubles for that few moments when i am on my bicycle. But kneecap quite pain lol..

I got suspension again today. Gratz me. I totally wasted my time.

Nothing But A Dream

2009-04-10T14:16:00.002+08:00

Hey ppl, i suddenly like this song alot.. The song u are listening to now. Haha. Some of ur will think that it is boring but i think it is very nice. Nothing But A Dream.

Anyway, I AM SERIOUSLY GOING TO PASS MY NEXT AMATHS TEST. I work so hard if i dun pass i guess i am going to kill myself. I am trying to complete all my worksheet and exercise teacher give. Watch out Kenneth.. HAHA. jkjk

I bought a new bicycle yesterday.. Not as good as the mountain bike i had but at least this i can ride it safetly. (the mountain bike is too big and high for my leg to reach the ground.) Nvm, it is quite expensive and if it is lost again i will kill myself also.

For the School's PACE thingy.. I got Ms Tan Chye I as my mentor so yar.. Not bad.. I seriously need to gratz Tanya for getting Ms Yeo. Haha.. That all i think.. This week had been quite ok..

2009-04-05T13:17:00.003+08:00

Finally the ordeal have passed slightly and i am wondering about how it will be like in the future. I really HATE changes. BTH. I dun like things to change. I hope everything will remain the same.

Happy Belated Birthday to Kenneth(1/4) and Thien Sean(4/4)!! now can go watch NC16 ler lei.. Haha

Ok. Anyway i have also decided to work harder in my studies. I dun want to cont SDL anymore. It is wasting my time. I have also officially ended my NPCC life i think. After the POP on fri, i am not going for NPCC training anymore. I WILL MISS MY SQUAD.. omg.

ok that all i think.

5/4/09

2009-04-01T21:51:00.002+08:00

WHAT THE FUCK HAPPEN TO MY LIFE MAN?? OMG!!! BTH.

i got so much things on my mind now.... Sibei Sian..
How i hope i got enough money for me now for me to pierce my lips and tougue.
1/4/09

2009-03-30T22:31:00.003+08:00

Ok i got back my report book on Friday. Dun have the mood to post so i dragged untill today.. Look at the no. of underlined marks i got.. I even got a 3 for amaths. Cool hor. Anyway, i still go and ask miss kaur wat is my lvl ranking. the answer is 234/238. This means that i am bottom 5 of the cohort. Good job. I calculated my results for each of the subjects for the term 1 already.

English: 47

Higher Chinese: 69

Add Maths: 32

E Maths: 54

Science: 34.5

Combined Humanities: 52

Literature: 54

L1R5: 37

Term 1 is supposed to be easiest term and this is my results. Great job.

Well, bad things always come at the same time. I got my 1st warning letter already. I haven even signed my notification letter. I accumulated about 11 demerits. And i think i have the most number of demerits in my class now. I like just got my notification letter last week and within about 5 days i got another 5 more demerits.. Owned. But i still managed to get my mum to sign my report book and warning letter today. heng ar never dio scolding untill very cham, if not sure will fight again.

Ok that all.. happy analysing my results den. LOL

30/03/09

2009-03-25T20:40:00.002+08:00

Ok la... I shall update now.. But seriously got nothing to really post about.

School reopen on Monday.. TOTALLY NO MOOD. Sia lar. I am sort of totally wasted my holidays. Sian. Then i am really in the stupid SDL thing.. waste of my time. zzz.

OK my father is seriously sod sod de. Suddenly after camp that day, my father went back to Tan Tock Seng hospital, because his brain got infected by some stupid virus.. Sian. Then life threatning again. Now stabilised abit ler.. Wierd wierd de.

Alot some of my subject teacher changed due to rebanding. Suckslar, i never get back Mrseah for amaths.. Cb de lor. And i never get him because i score too high lar. Mr seah take those who avg mark is 29 and below. I scored 32 for avg.. Wtf.. Score too high for 1st test liao lar. Sian like hell.

Anyway, i seriously want to pierce my lips and tougue(is this how u spell?? i forgot lol). Saving money to get these piercings.( but dunno when den enough). OK THATSALL..BB

2009-03-16T22:29:00.002+08:00

15/03/09

CHINGMAY'S BDAY CHALET PLUS BBQ.
Ok i went to vivo at 3+ to meet Joseph, Yiwei, Bokang and Chingmay. They were eating at starbucks. I realised how noob i was because i dun even know where the hell starbucks is... Anyway, Joseph had to come and find me. =.= and they were all laughing i cant find starbucks and stuffs... Kuku.

See Chingmay eat. And she gave me a few mouthful. =) Quite nice. Den the 5 of us sat at starbucks and we talk and make jokes.. Of cos the core of all the jokes will be me.. LOL. Damn bad de. Then Chingmay's frineds came so we can buy beer.. I think we buy lots of Calsberg, About 8 big bottles?? never count. Then she still bought some other alcoholic drinks which i cant remember wat name.. But i am only interested in the Calsberg anyway.. But chingmay say we cant drink infront of her father. So we have to keep all the bottles of beer in our bag. LOL Very heavy.

Then we went to the chalet after meeting most of chingmay's friends. Chingmay warned all of them not to smoke infront of me because i just quitted and it just make them tempt me more because they choose to smoke in front of me.. ZZZ, and therefore she also anounced to the whole world that i am a smoker. Sianz.

After we reached there, the BBQ tried to start but unsuccessful because there are no tongs for the charcoal, so joseph try to be smart and used his hands. But not bad.. still can work. Finally Chingmay's mum came and the BBQ can start. And i eat ALOT... I am the best eater in the BBQ. I am the 1st to start eating and the last to stop.. I think i ate about 3 ppl serving.. Or more.. Sian, very full.

Half way through the BBQ i went to drink the beer... I still think tiger is better but Calsberg is ok as well. I am supposed to share with Rachel lam and Allan but i cant control myself so i drink at least half the bottle. Then they all fed-up at me. Relax Lar. After that someone passed Nisa a cigarette and Nisa share with me. So kind of her. After that Allan, Nisa and Lam home. Then i went up and drink Calsberg again.. LOL. I think i get a headache... Sort of.. At 10+ 11 i went home, so that is the end of the day.

16/03/09

JEEYONG BDAY

Morning have to go school at 8, but i got a bad headache due to last night and i have not enough sleep... So i am totally in standby mode during ms kaur ss PACE thingy.. LOL. Then i went to a CC to be the stupid passion member, so that i can be a zone x MIP. LOL. Then i go home sleep awhile, den go and meet en wei they all. So i meet Enwei, kenneth, Jeeyong, Roger, Eugene, and 1 more guy which i dunno de name.. LOL den we go arcade play from 3 to 6. Then i went home.. Boring day.

Got oral test tmr.. Suck.

16/03/09

2009-03-13T20:28:00.003+08:00

The second day of the motivation camp, which is today was very unexpected. There isnt alot of things that can cause me to cry anymore, but today i did.

It started ok.. Towards the middle of the talks, where they talk about the different kind of ppl, who are so innocent and dun have the chance to even lead thier own life, all those who are mentally retarded, all the orphans, children that have AIDs since they are born( they can max live untill 14 yrs old), but still they are so contented, they make full use of watever they can get, and live their life to thier fullest, while we, although we have so much, all we do is just COMPLAIN and BLAME. we never feel contented. Although we had the potential, but we ourselves are not giving ourselves de chance, to choose and lead our life. We are wasting them. This part really inspired me quite abit. We are so much more fortunate, yet we dun treasure, we still compare with something that is better. Ok untill this part, i haven cried yet, it just got me thinking. but some of my friends are crying like mad already, so i pass them my packet of tissue, cos i think i dun nid it. I was TOTALLY WRONG.

Next they started to tell us about how we should treasure ur family. Gosh i hated this part. They talk about how our mother bring us up, so tiring, so painful(they elaborated alot of cos, but i cant say it all out here, cos it will be damn long), yet they never complained, but we as we grow up, we have been using the words that our parents teached us last time to scold them back. We used the hand that they gave us to whack them back, whenever they want to ask us a qn, we say we were busy, whenever they wanted to talk to us, we shut them up, whenever they ask us where we are going, we ask them not to care. But We never never realised how many things our parents did for us when we are young. who is the one that carries us, hug us whenever we are crying when we are a baby. Who is the one that teaches u to learn how to speak, spending hours just to make sure that u can speak? Who is the one that cooked dinner for u so that u can eat once u reached home........ Omg, this is the part that i started to have tears in my eyes. zzz.. I realised that whatever he said applies to me. I have been so ungratful, And i am such a bitch. Omg. Then i started to feel the tears dropping down. So i got no choice but to turn and ask a tissue from my friends. they smiled at me. LOL i must have look wierd, cos i dun really cry so i cant remember how i look if when i cry. But forget it.

and it got worst. They do some visualising activities with us such that we picture things in our head.. We will see ourselves as in the good side of us, my mother, my father. we will say things to them, our inner feeling and all... This make me want to treasure them. I guess that is the whole main purpose of it, but i make me feel terrible, when i am visualising seeing my dad, it is fucking terrible, we are supposed to hug them and all, but i keep thinking, it is too late now. My dad is as good as dead. Even if i wanted to do anything now, none will work. It is so sad. it is like u feel so strongly that u want to do something, but u cant, it wont have any effects. It is gone. The instructorden ask us to tell our parents that we love them, and we should let them feel happy for us, not to cry for us. They only got a few more years to live. They will leave us 1 day.. I feel so strongly because i thought about my father....

So the funny part was, i was so 'motivated' by the instructors, that during lunch break, i just had the urge to give my mum a call. And i did. I went, " Mum," "yes?" " i Love you" and i hung up straight. Omg I bet i gave my mum a shock of her life. I didnt want to listen to her reply, i was scared. I dunno wat she will say. I dun wan to noe. LOL.

Ok so the rest of the camp is quite boring again.. I hated the instructor for making me cry. zzz
This is such a long post...

13/3/09

2009-03-12T22:06:00.002+08:00

i am going to update for this whole week 1 shot.

9/3/09
Today damn pissed off.. It all started because of 1 stupid newspaper article. If ur read the straits times that day, ur will find an article reporting abt this Mr Choong who is a drug addict and how he had changed and so on.. So during english lesson my friends think that they are so funny so they came to gl me. " Eh, ur father is a drug addict ar??" and den coincidentally my father is.. and that why my father is in the hospital now. Well i never read the article then so i dun noe. Then of cos i answered yes. I dun mind ppl knowing u know, but they reaction next after i tell them is fucking bastard. They thought i joking and they started all the stupid expressions and make stupid comments.. I get angry on the spot.. Den after awhile they realised wat i said was the truth and they all got shocked.. Then the reast of my classmates see i so angry den ask me why.. i told 1 of them and they spreaded. They all shock untill like... the whole day ppl keep asking me qns. I look perfectly normal in class den they tot i came from a happy and perfect family. Den they all started scolding the 2 friend that laughed at me.. and apparently they realised that they had hurt my feeling and they started apologising. But i was too angry to even talk to them.. So i just kept scolding them. I have concealed my feeling so well in class that nobody in class know about this although it had happen for 3 months... except for my best friends.. Even The GXY friends also dunno why my father landed up in hospital(if anyone of ur see this, i hope u keep it as a secret.) ZZZ.. huijuan said like if this happen to her she will give the 2 friends a slap str8 at their face. LOL.. but the rest of my classmates all not bad lar.. they all consoled me and asked me to relax.
To the 2 of them: if u dunno how to empathise with others, den dun comment.
but i not angry with them by the second day.. LOL

Tues 10/3/09
a normal day i think cant really remember much.

Wed 11/3/09
I was quite angry with ms kaur for not letting me go home even though i finished my work. She insisted i finish do self study untill 5... Wth, so i bring my amaths textbk down den sleep. Pekcek lor. Den kenneth and ts come pei me.. Den Mr lee come den let me do amaths.. In the end i went home at 5.30

Thurs 12/3/09
Motivation camp.. Quite boring towards the end.. but ok..

BB

2009-03-07T23:05:00.004+08:00

Ok. In the end my mum still saw the principal on thursday. Zzzz the principal is much faster then me. My mum knew on the day when i saw the prinicpal that she have to see the principal also... Then i go home still dun dare say anything, Then the next morning i ask her why she wear untill so nice, den she tel me say going my sch.. wth....

I bet the principal tell her lots of stuff.... must be say untill i damn bad. Cos when i go home that day my mum totally dao me. when she speaks, she scold me.. LOLx. Ccb she dun wan tell me wat the principal say somemore.. zzzz..'

So.. lets see how things go den..

07/03/09

2009-03-04T19:38:00.005+08:00

Zzzz Cb sia. Knn. Today was a super stupid day. I have been hauled to the Principal's office early in the morning.

She was like talking crap to me de whole time... Ask me stop adding troubles' to my mum's pain. Den ironically she say she wan to see my mum.. Wtf. Ask me why i never score well for my tests. Den ask me after i pon ssp who i hang out with. Den i said shen hao. Den she 'banned' us from hanging out with each other again. Like her 'ban' will work. Cb. Den say i under some stupid close monitoring programme and everyday after school have to go report to D.chong for Homework detention. Wtfffff... Somemore she still say wat she doing is because she cares and concern. Pui, down there act good person. Wth. Waste of my time.. Somemore when i think back ar all her conversation damn funny lar.. Den i keep grinning to myself. Thien sean still thot i sod ler..

Ok i dunno how to tell my mum abt she have to see the principal.. help me think of a way ppl.

4/3/09

2009-03-03T20:52:00.002+08:00

FEELING HORRIBLE THESE FEW DAYS =(

3/3/09

2009-02-24T20:43:00.003+08:00

sian.. something freaky happened in school today again. Zzzzzz... But dun wan to say here.. Dio scolded by Miss Kaur 3 times today. 1st time is during morning assembly. I never go see her yesterday so she angry.. But is because i scared she catch my ear stud mahs. Sian, but i dont dare say out.. zzzz. Second time is i was 10 min late for lecture because i was looking for hao and my notes mahs. Sian den dio scolded den she ask us after school go see her. Then 3rd time is after school lor. She say me and shen hao everytime he return to school den i will change because i got accomplice to do bad things.... I also dunno sia.. Sian.

Ok lar i think that all

2009-02-22T20:21:00.002+08:00

updating again.

I QUITTED SMOKING LER!!

Ok. To be really truthful, I dunno how long it will last, but i promise to try my best.

I think i have go crazy already. I pierced another earhole today and it is my second piercing in just 3 days time since i have just pierce 1 on fri. So now i total have 3 earhole on my left and 2 on my right. I keep scolding myself that i am crazy. I need so many piercings for? But dunno lar, i need some pain to distract me at times. So i think this is the best way. So i think i am going for my 6th piercing maybe next week? Not sure yet. But tmr confirm dio catch.. den will infection again. Sianz.

I watched Pink Panther 2 today at AMK hub. the show is very funny. Laugh untill dunno like wat. But it is nice. The tickets are really expensive. $10!! Sian

I think i will stop here for today.

2009-02-18T21:16:00.004+08:00

Updating again...

Ok very bad mood lately. Life damn fucking boring... Since when u see a person's life is just go school, den go home, den eat, den sleep at 8 o clock??? Wtf. No-life sia. Who can tell me the meaning of life??

I think i am going to be very good friend with something called panadol. I standard every night will eat 2 pill. I need to force myself to sleep.. at 8 o clock. I think i am super wasting my time. Seriously.

Lately got lots of tests again. But i studied for none. Can imagine my results. I brought a new ear piece lately. Cos mine that cost $42 spoilt. waste of my money. I am quite satisfied with this new one though..

Today after school super kuku. Pon amaths peer tutoring which is a useless programme. Then went for the HBP. After that when i go home i actually missed the busstop that i am supposed to alight. Overshot until i dun even know where the hell i am. i was daydreaming and i became blank...... Sian. In the end it took me about one and a half hour to reach home.. ZZZ

Ok nothing more to say ler. BB

2009-02-11T22:09:00.002+08:00

updating:

Sunday: One of the worst day of my life
Quarelled with my mum. In the end i ran out of my house. Never do that before. I think of going to punggol beach right away. so i went to serangoon. I wanted Thien sean and Shen hao to pei me but they are all busy =.= Sian. So i went alone. Halfway there den rain. So i faster go to the busstop. i waited for 82 and went back Serangoon. Sat at serangoon interchange and stoned. Stoned for like 1 hour den i saw Faris. Faris told me it is a very noob place to stone. I agree but i just dun feel like moving, so i sat there. Den i decided to go for a walk, i walk back to school and sat on one of the bench outside and i had a smoke. Finally i cooled down enough so i went home at 10++ I went into my room straight and slept. The start of cold war with my mum.

Mon: cold war continues
Never talk to my mum at all. Went home and i go into my room straight. I finished my homework and did some revision. Guai right?

Tues: sleep too early
My mum said she wanted to talk to me when i called in school at 4 plus. I faster tell shen hao and thien sean to standby to pei in case i run away again. in the end when i reached home nobody is home yet, So i went to sleep. When i wake up is 6 o clock in the morning ler. Sian

Wed: A very bad day.
At school the whole class got sort of lecture by Ms Kaur. I think she felt very disappointed. Then i got back my eng test mark which i get 14/30, physics 7/30. Already feeling very bad ler. Den my mum told me she quitted her job.. Then where on earth are we going to get money?? Sian diao. I think i going shenjingbing ler. =(

2009-01-25T14:25:00.002+08:00

I am here to update! Excited right? i know. LOL

OKOK... 1stly A big big thank you to all my friends who have been very concern about to me.. Especially my forever best friend Thien Sean of course.. So sorry i pangseh u.... =( Sorry sorry... And of cos Thien sean is not my only friend, so i have to thank alot others also. like the kenneth and shen hao. I never know that my friends are so important to me lor.. Haha.

Lately super alot problem. Apparently Ms Kaur finally found out something about me after so long. Sian. $16 fly away liao. Affected my mood for the whole day lor. But i still respect her la. I think she is still the best form teacher a class can ever have. But still very =.=

ok ending my post ler.. BB

2009-01-11T18:39:00.003+08:00

It's a new year.
Uh, it's the O's. ]:

Ok ah, this year...
O levels.
And, it better be good. Lol

New year resolutions!
Uh, paiseh ah joey. I help you say your resolutions. xP

' I'm gonna be a good girl this year. :D [Hor joey?]
' I'm gonna study hard and pass my O levels with flying colors, i swear, sumpa, guarantee plus chop. [please do it, work hard. this is your last year. ]
' Uh, and i'll try my best to concentrate in class. [har. ok ah? at least try.]

Thien Sean here.
Okeh, i shall end here. Bye.

2009-01-10T22:52:00.001+08:00

Updates. :]
These few days, really really quite busy.
No choice, the O's are here.

Really wanna update, but had no chance to do so. ]:
So, this is ThienSean here. Updating for her.
LOL.

2008-12-25T00:00:00.003+08:00

I am wondering how kenneth can finish all his homework so fast....

Is like super crazy lar.. i today want to go and fnd all my homework and do de.. then i realised tat i lost about half my homework.. then shangyi keep calling me to ask for the commonwealth essay qn paper.. I LOST IT ANYWAY!! Then i look at the number of homework that i have to do.. so i give up. Haix. I hate going back to school.. i rather stay at home and stone. =.=

But that doesnt mean i dun miss my friends =D THIEN SEAN, KENNETH, SHEN HAO& SHANGYI!! I Miss Ur lar... =.=

Going to have a very pack week and next week. Tmr have to go temple, den fri have to go do Npcc stuffs, Sat have to go do some stupid things.. Sun have to prepare for mon. Mon got npcc trainig whole day, tues also. Den wed have to go hospital with mum.. den cant remember ler.. Haiz..

Ok lar i go watch show ler.. Bb

2008-12-19T22:28:00.002+08:00

Hi everyone. Lately dun have the time to update.. so this will be a short post.

1st of all a Big Thank you to both Thien Sean and kenneth.(although kenneth wasnt much of a help)... At least when i am feeling i can sms them and all.... (*though sometimes kenneth de calls is seriously irritating), but still thanks anyway. I LOVE ALL MY FRIENDS LOTS =D(love as in as a friend, dun be mistaken).

About 2 more weeks school will reopen ler.. Sia. Everything also haven do. i seriously mean everything. Now my family still happen this kind of kuku thing.. ZZZ i think school reopen that time dunno get how many demerits liao. LOL.

Ok lar.. that all.

Ps. kenneth can u stop calling me that much in 1 day?? sometime i seriously cant pick up ur calls leis.. =.=

2008-12-14T20:16:00.003+08:00

Updates. :D
Uh, i found this on the net. I laughed out loud when i read this. Hahaha.

There's a mom with three kids.

The first kid comes up to her and says, "Mommy, why did you call me Rose?" And mama said, "When you were a baby, I dropped a rose on your head."

And then the second kid comes up to her and says, "Mommy, why did you call me Daisy?" And mama said, "When you were a baby, I dropped a daisy on your head."

And then the third kid comes up to her and says, "Rarrfgdxdb... garblefarbleblock." And mama said, "Not now, Brick."

HAHA. Get it? :D

Okay, updates next timeeeee. See ya. :D

2008-11-29T19:57:00.002+08:00

OKOK back from Bintan trip on 26 Nov but never update. So today i will update.

I am REALLY proud of myself. for this trip, i did almost all the activties there. I never thought that i will do a Flying Fox or doing obstacle course or even jumping from a ship which is 2 to 3 storeys high right into the sea.

I shall say all the advantures step by step.

We all went to school early in the morning. This year got quite alot of ppl going. So got me, ruiying, shangyi, ivan, hongren, brandon, faris, shaun, xiao xin, bryan, royson, wei li, wei shu, some sec 4s, cheng zhong sir, jonatons sir, fiona mdm, mr lam an mr lim.

we all gathered and we took the ferry there. the trip is not very fun except playing of faris and shaun's psp. that is the only fun things i think.

Finally reached there. we put our bags in the bunks, which is built on the sea. i prefer the facilities in there better den the one of the Perak trip. at least all the toliets have doors and some of the bunks itself has toliet attached to it. It is quite fun to see all the waste water dripped back into the sea. Haha.

After lunch we did the the obstacle course and climbing of coconut trees. i think i am the most useless 1 there.. i spent about 30 min to finish the obstacles. So malu. but i at least i got finish sia.
but i never climb the coconut tree.. too scary.

at about 4 plus we finished our activites, so it is free time. We played soccer and volleyball there and we buy lots of water from them. quite fun lor. Aftr dinner, we went to fish, but as too many ppl is fishing, no fish was attracted to our rods.. so sad. So after awhile i gave up and we started to talk. I played UNO with the sec 2s also... but they are abit lame lar though.

The next day, we wake up early in the morning, though we never really sleep also. we changed into our black tee and shorts as it is wet activites the whole day. wet activites is the activity that i am looking forward to.

To start off we had flying fox that lead u right nto the sea. i was very scared initially, but after awhie i still jump =D clap for me. Nvm if u dun wan to clap. I AM NOT FORCING YOUR. see i so kind lar.

Den after that we split into groups den started to build a raft. I argued with hongren here again.,... HAha damn funny de. we cant stop arguing with each other. Den in the end all the sirs noes that i dunno how to do square lash. =(
after that we had lunch, after lunch was the stupid thing called boom netting. THAT IS WHERE THE TRAGEDY OF JOEY CHOONG HAPPENED!! Sian, i seriously regretted doing this lor. i till thought very fun de. Den when i jumped down from a moving boat which is about 2 to 3 storeys high, right into the net which in the sea, i sprain my left leg. I know i sprain my leg, but i never get out of the net, i stil stay in there and played with my friends for at least 45 mins. As the water current is reall very strong, the doc say that is where i further injured my ankle. Stupid me.

So when we reached the main campsite again, i bath and some sec 4s helped me to bandaged my leg. My squadmates all asked me if i am ok.. i am so touch lor. Ruiying stayed with me most of the times. =D s kind of her. Den i cant do anything anymore, so i went to play Faris PSP. den me and ivan was laying against each other. Den shangyi injured his leg also.

After a great dinner, we had campfire. SIAN de lar. me and shangyi was like the ppl that make ppl laugh or something, they keep making fun of us, like ask us go out do the 'i ask my love' song, then they do a actin which feature me and shangyi, like the 2 of us kissing and stuffsss... LAME!!

The next day was stupid also. i cant do anything. they went to kayak so left me and mr lam onshore. He started asking me about how the thnigs work in our unit and i started to tel him all the problem we faced and why we are not a very bonded squad. He seems to be quite enthu about improving the unit. but sadly i think our sqaud cant benefit from the changes.

Thats all for the trip i think. Btw i want to thanks all my sqaud mates there =) and like the whole squad talking like brandon =D

2008-11-21T00:16:00.002+08:00

Sian. Got nothing to do lately. My computer is super lagg now because of my father. Dunno wat he did to it. Probably some illegal stuff and now the whole com is FULL of VIRUS. He say he will buy me and sis 1 more computer. Dunno him lar.

Thien Sean say he going overseas, so i figured he is not in SG already. Sian. Start to miss him liao. Cant sms him when i am bored ler. But nvm. I think i will never feel bored as long as Kenneth is still in SG. Can jus call him and we will talk for like 1 hour. LOL... Hope Thien sean enjoy his stay in Malaysia then.

And YAY!! I going to Bintan soon also. With my LAO GONG!! haha. Actually not lar.. he is just another best best friend. YOYO!! Also got some sec 2 that i like going. I think got Royson, Bryan and Wei shu. So looking forward to the trip. =D

But the sad thing is sat is 2nd class drill leis. Die. Haven prepare, got alot thing dunno, Hven even wash my full uni, that day is open house somemore, den have to do carpark duty. den after that have to rush to GXY. SIAN!!!

OK that is it i think. Weihao asked me to work harder this holiday. He want to get into top 10 in class. Den i said i wan to win jiajun n kenneth. WAHAHAAHA. jus daydreaming lar. So relax kenneth. I OWE Chingmay $20 and Weihao 3 mentos. DIE!!

2008-11-12T14:01:00.002+08:00

FINE!! I am UPDATING!!

Zzz... cant stand them comboing me in my tagboard. =.= so i am here to blog.

okok let me talk abt the concert then. I went there at abt 9am in the morning to queue up, hoping to get a good place to stand. To our horror, (me, Nisa, Bryan), we see that there is no queue for the ppl to queue up. OMG!! in the end by 6pm plus, everyone started to cut queue and then there is lots of ppl in front of us.. =.= wasted our efforts.

It is super squeezy. We were all squashed when we are all abt to enter the Max Pavilion. I was holding on to Bryan and Nisa so tightly. Finally, we got in.

We all waited in the Max Pavilion and we managed to get to the 10th row i think.. which is quite near the stage. Waited for around 45min. then to our horror, THE OPENING BAND SUCKS!!
They still insisted to perform so many songs. Chingmay said that all the songs sounded the same. =.=. We are all shouting FUCK OFF at them but to no avail. But the opening band cause the 'get high easily' ppl to start moshing and pushing. I fall down 2 times here. OMG!

Finally they went off.. we waited for another half an hour for the drum tech and all to finish their work. The concert started at about 9.

Avenged Sevenfold started off with CRITICAL ACCLAIM. I was being pushed like crazy during this song. Dunno how many times i fall...

By the second song, Which i cant remember clearly, i think is AFTERLIFE, me and Bryan got seperated.

By the third song, i cant remember clearly also, i think is BEAST AND THE HARLOT, i was pushed from quite front to the middle. THAT WAS SCARY. I WAS RIGHT BEHIND THE MOSH PIT!!

THE next song i think was GUNSLINGER. I dun like that song the most. That why i cant figure out wat song they are singing when they sang this. I skip it the 1st time i hear it.

Then A7X make a new song that nobody hear b4, but we still swayed about.

Then shld be SEIZE THE DAY i think, the song where JOHNNY CHRIST sang the intro. Er, his pitch and all was wrong i think.

I theink after that is ALMOST EASY, i thikn that was 1 of the MOST HIGH song in the concert. We are like all shouting "I'M NOT INSANE!I'M NOT INSANE!" jumping up and down at the same time..

Then we have SCREAM and UNHOLY CONFESSION, Followed by BAT COUNTRY. Matt said Goodnight after the song. We all dun wan the concert to end so soon. So we shouted "WE WANT MORE" and "ENCORE"

So, they came back out for A LITTLE PIECE OF HEAVEN. YAY!! By the end of the song, Matt say 'YOU GUYS FUCKING ROCKS!! WE WILL BE BACK AGAIN!" and we all went high again.

So here, i want to thank BRYAN, CHING MAY, NISA, for guiding me throug this concert.

I LOVE A7X lots....... =D

2008-10-26T18:33:00.003+08:00

Phew. Finally get to rest abit bit.

Friday's concert rocks like fuck. I am so glad that i went lor. updating about the concert later. now too tired.

I going sleep 1st.. Cya ltr

2008-10-20T20:02:00.002+08:00

Today was not a really good day for me. Well, i dunno why i can still laugh and talk rubbish like crazy today... maybe it is just to cover up for the disapointment. Anyway i dun really show how i feel also.

But it is quite expected though. So although we might not be in the same class next year, we are still best friends! YO! Haha lolx. Only study at different place only mahs. We can still wait for each other to go recess, wait for each other to go home together. Like what we had been doing all this year. Lets make it a deal, we are going for breakfast again. =) We can still do stupid things together again.

Okok, but still, very sad. Haiz.

2008-10-15T22:34:00.003+08:00

i have finished taking my exams. And after i take my papers back, i feel er quite shit??

Most of my marks is within my expectation. So my results is as follows, (luckily not alot ppl see my blog)

English: 63
E Maths: 36
A Maths: 15
Sci (phy/chem): 34
Combine humanities (hist/SS): 68
Full Literature: 57
H. Chinese: 55
L1R5= 35
Overall %: 47.2%

Okay that all.... I quite scared will retain lor. But i not very worry about it. So that all. Bb

2008-10-09T10:06:00.003+08:00

Phews... PPL!!!!!! I FINISH EXAM LER!!!!

So from today onwards, i can rest for many day before the doom day come - taking of exam papers. yay =)

Very boring ntohing to do.. anyone wants to go out can jus call or sms me thx. That all

2008-10-04T23:43:00.002+08:00

Long time no post.. Have been mugging alot lately.. So no time to blog.

A BIG THANK YOU to Thien Sean for helping me to design my blog again. It look really nice.. my tagboard also change ler. This is a one and only blogskin lor... (i think) =D

To penguin: the survey i will do but later okay?? i lately really not free..

OKOK.. So goodluck to myself and all my friends for the coming exams... Wootz.. must get very high marks.. but i think my amaths sure die ler lar..
Expected marks for amaths : 20 =(

2008-09-19T19:05:00.002+08:00

Long time no blog ler. Have been trying to study as hard as possible lately. I always very scared last min der lei.. Dunno why.

Me and Thien sean was quite sad that the world did not end at wed as predicted. Sian if end at that day i wont even be blogging now.

Today at SS class so funny. Jia Jun was playing with a penknife and Ms kaur saw him. Then she say jiajun Crazy in chinese... wah piang hahas . Then she confiscated the penknife. After that she turned and saw chingmay's BIG bag of medcine. Then she raised the penknife and the medcine and asked the class. "your are trying to kill yourself before exams is it??" Its so so funny lar..

Yay i going to the concert finally.. !! =D so happy.. THANKS ALOT chingmay =)

2008-09-11T11:28:00.002+08:00

while everyone is in school, i am here blogging =) i got an mc today(though i am not really that sick)

Nothing to do lor. very sian. Maple at this time den stupidly go have a game client patch, somemore so slow lor.. now i cant even play com.. haiz..

Ltr going to study with my friends so nid go prepare ler.. BB

2008-09-04T16:01:00.002+08:00

okay. This week is school holiday =) VERY HAPPY!! finally had a break after so long. Sian TUesday i am supposed to go arcade and play billard with my friends de. In the end my eyes dio irritated by the stupid dust again den swollen... in the end cant go.. LOLX.. Sorry guys.. everytime i last min pang seh.. =( Kenneth next time den we go play again.

yesterday was 2e3 class gathering.. ITS WAS VERY FUN =). I love 2e3 lor. We ate lots of things... Like beehoon prepared by lijuan =D, fried rice prepared by joseph (dun think is he cook de though) and lots of stuff lar... Den went to the beach and played with sand. lol i was like 'sandy' after the session. Den we went to cycle for very long. Joanne so kuku lor. very slow. Haha. yesterday was a really fun day. =) THX to 2e3'07

Today went back to school for history SSP. about 1 and a half hour session. lolx. luckily is ms kaur talking if not i think i will jus fall asleep dere..... haiz. Den went to do homework with thiensean and kenneth.

okay that all for the week i think..BB

2008-08-30T10:58:00.002+08:00

It had been quite long since i post. Yesterday was Teachers' Day celebration. Plus taking back of progress report.

The celebration was like quite okay. Some of the performance was really good. In the morning we did circuit run, which caused everyone to be super tired. IS very giddy lor... Wah sian. After the celebration, we went home at about 11am.

Then i went back to my primary school which is just beside my house. I finally get to see my ex- form teacher. =) I saw alot of my classmate too. After that, Me, kenneth, huijuan, jovina, and thien sean wen for bowling. It was damn fun.. the stupid kenneth keep getting double strike, make all of us damn fed-up =.=

After that, rrachel lam and alcina joined us. we went to arcade, and that is where i lost my Ez link. ZZZ. sina diao. Now i have to go make 1 more.

Okay i think yesterday was a fun day with a bad ending. lolx

2008-08-22T21:28:00.002+08:00

Sian.. Went for detention today.. i didnt really write anything also.. since dunno who go return my passage that i copied during suspension to me, so i decided to give it back to them of course. So i just go there to waste time as the Mr chong keep calling me everyday. =.=

Lately Ms ow lesson is improving. Nobody ever really laugh during her lesson before. However these few lessons we can see Ms Ow efforts of trying to joke. hahas. At least 1 or 2 is quite funny.
Today i had a good news also. I passed my E-maths!! 16/30. As i dun really pass my subjects, my teacher praised me for 'improving alot' =)

But a stupid thing happen also. I got back my chinese paper with a ZERO for my fill in the blank. Then the teacher feel that nobody should even fail the section. So when she as usual give 1 merit point to the students who got full marks for the section, she gave me a demerit. =.= Then the reason she asked my to write on the form is "Didnt study hard enough" lolx. this is 1 of lamest reason i had ever written. zzzz.

Nvm lar dun want say ler.. WHY THE NANAMS SERVER KEEP OFFLINE DER???? cant play =.=

2008-08-21T18:13:00.004+08:00

here to update my blog again.. This time is about my very bad test marks.

Chinese: 32/100

Physics: 2/25

Chemistry: 5/20

A maths: 5/30

Haiz.. seriously very noob lei.. Die ler lar... Somemore i am having lots of detention.... Sianx diao..
Lately in love with NanaMS.. so if anyone wan to paly jus tell me... i will be glad to give u the file.. =)

A note to my best friend( you shld noe who u are): pls try to work as hard as possible. Stop having the mindset that u will definitely drop. Cos you wont as long as you are willing to work hard. I am willing to help u, so pls, for the sake of ur 3 good friends, pls try ur best.

2008-08-19T20:32:00.002+08:00

YO super long never update... Sorry all because i dun want to on my com.. and everytime i accidentally on it, i will go play Ancient MS.. OOppppssssss..

Nvm, today was quite bad. It all started right in the morning when i was almost late for school... So stupid. In the end i had to run around the parade square for 1 round. =.=. After that i sweaty sweaty go to hall, when i was walking back to class, i was stop by Ms kaur and she said that Mr chong wanted to see me again. I was very anxious then because i had skipped his detention for about 1 week. Zzz. So when he sees me, he asked me where i am when i am supposed to serve detention. I told him that i am in class.

So he asked me to go to the foyer and stay there for the rest of the day. this means SUSPENSION again.... omg my second suspension of the year. So i went down. On my way i saw Ms Kaur again and she asked me if i am okay. I replied that i got suspension. And there goes a lecture. When i went down to report to Mr Ang, he lecture me again... haiz...

So now i still owe about 2 detention i think.... Sianz

2008-08-11T23:03:00.002+08:00

So sorry everyone.. i didnt update like for a weeek.... oooppss... Cos i abit lazy to open the internet explorer... So yar... Sorry lor...

Today is the end of the super long break of national day. Tmr when i go back to school den have to study liao.. sian... Hiaz.. den i like totally haven study for the test lar. All the test squeeze on wednesday.. den i untill now haven even studied 1.. LOLx.....

Dunnno wat to post lei... er i gonig to watch the olympics ler.. so BB =)

2008-08-06T20:39:00.002+08:00

I am back here to post today. TOday was NPCC training lor. Den got abit sian lar... Luckily Elvina suddenly ask me to go play badminton inter class. So i went.

Omg i played like dunno wat today lor. So noob lei. I whack the thing so hard den it fell right in front of me. Lucky Huijuan played very well today lor. Then we won =) Then everytime i miss ar, then Desmond and Allen will shout damn loudly at me... Sian...

Nvm in the end i miss like most of the training then ijust went for debrief... LOLx wat a lame day.

2008-08-03T18:47:00.002+08:00

Saturday was FLAG DAY!! Wah my second time doing flag day after like 3 years... Quite fun seriously. We, as in me, Thien sean, Shen hao, Kenneth(duno him counted or not cos he chose to pang seh us and go alone =.=), Rebecca, Shangyi and Yew ming. We decided to go to Hougang wet market place there because we believe that many ppl will go there in the morning. ANd we are right=).

So we returned to school quite early and went home quite early also..

OMG!! Tmr is history test...... I very scared lei seriously... Going chiong now.... Hope can at least get a A bahs..
So BBBB

2008-08-01T20:51:00.003+08:00

Today was NPCC training. abit funny lar. I was like inside the NP room lor then just when i look out of the window, i saw Mr chong walking past dressing like a 'footballer'. Lolx then i got abit like haha cos quite funny mahs, so i went out of the room then i went to watch the match. Eventually the news of Mr chong is playing football spread and alot of people skipped their CCA to watch the match. So funny lor.

Then we are like laughing everytime Mr chong manage to get the ball under his leg. (abit bad hor) Nvm.. it is the only fun thing about today because today was quite boring actually. haha. Den during debrief i sort of dio 'colded'by the TOs for going to watch the match but in the end it ended up as a hilarious session lar.

So that is it for today..

2008-07-31T19:28:00.002+08:00

Today was a very bad day for me. Although I cant deny that it is my fault right from the start of the incidents, but still haiz..

This morning me and my friends decided to go eat breakfast again. In the end when we eating halfway, my friend's mum called my friend. So we are forced to go back to school. When we finally reached school, it is about 8.45 already. That is when all the bad things started to unfold.

Actually we should have been okay if we had not meet this person. Ms Aw. Mr Thana is like letting us go back class ler when Ms aw wanted to talk to us. Then she asked us to wait for her. Then in the end instead of talking to her, she went into the staffroom and bring out Mr Chong. Then Mr chong targetted me 1st and ask me about why we late and stuff. Then he went to call my mum. After a scolding from him, he asked me to go outside of the general office and wait. This means suspension. So no choice lor. Then he target my friend A next, he was scolded untill very bad also. Then we all started to read book while sitting down there.

Then after being scolded by Mr chong, Ms kaur came down and scolded us again. OMG. Then 1 by 1 teachers see us there and started all their lectures. So the whole day i just sat there and did nothing. Then Mr chong sent my Friend B home because his records are like too bad ler. So they are maybe expelling him.. WTF. Then mr chong gave me and my friend A 3 detention which. 1 shot.

Then after that when we are serving detention, my mum appeared. i turn to friend A and said 'Omg that is my mother. =.=" MY mum came straight to me and she started scolding me in front of like 20 ppl which i dunno. Then she insisted that she need to see Mr chong. In the end, after much talking and all, Mr chong ordered me to see ms lea everyday 2 o clock. and then i am suppose to see him at 3.3o. =.= WTH. I was like sian diao straight there lar.

ZZZ so this is my bad day..

2008-07-30T21:11:00.002+08:00

OMG!! My computer's speakers spoilt!! So suay lor. I cant listen to songs on my computer ler. Sian.

Went for detention today. But before detention Mr Chong came to find me and my friends ler. Zzz. So i went to detention at 3.30 which is super late. I never thought that the passage will be like so long. They changed the passage btw. =.= Not the one that i am so familiar with. Sianz. So i chiong and chiong and chiong but still did not manage to finish. So Mr Thana let me go. Den he became super funny. He was like laughing to himself and all.. Me and Eliada was like trying not to laugh in front of him. In the end we still cant control and burst out laughing. HAHA.

After that i went home becasue i got nothing to do ler. Sian haven't finish my homework but i was unable to do that because i never bring any book home. i only accidentally bring my pencil case. Oooopsss..